[grotesqueness]

Ok I get your hint I shall be obedient then just like I serve my 2.5 years of NS but my anger and hatred brewed inside me for years until I die. This is the harsh reality of life and I move on. So now I put on a smile and friendly but it is all fake hehe... that is not the real me but if it can make some ppl in power happy so be it

yes my lawyer told me
in life
you are either julius caesar or be his obedient subject

rhetorical questions

hahahahahahahahaha