[pinkpanther]

I won't agree with the "highly spiritual" part. Either you're spiritual or you're not.

My practices are the basics. So, nothing special. But I talked to God a lot, with simple words like "O Allah, you are my lord. I am your servant." That's my favorite thing to say when no one is near me and I say it as though God is right there with me. That is my faith.

Allah tells us what to expect when the angel of death comes and what it is going to be like on Judgement day.

I am a father so yes, I have been an imam to my children and wife for so long already.

What did Allah say to you? Nothing? You might be knocking on the wrong door for decades!
Pray to Jesus my friend! He hears you and he will deliver...reach out and touch faith