[cheekopekman]

It is not you, it is the Bible.

The Bible has plenty of verses that will contradict your belief about Jesus and there is no way to reconcile the contradictions. The Bible produces all sorts of Christian denominations, and they all conflict with one another. 

Who has the truth among the Christians? The Catholics? The Pentecostals? The Evangelicals? The Unitarians? You don't know. You just anyhow believe what your church tells you to believe.

The Bible to us Christians is the Word of God spoken by Him and written by men whom He had appointed lah!  "Let there be light!" God said that in Genesis 1:3, the 1st statement of God, which was recorded by Moses. Do you have any problem with that leh? You can't go any further if you can't believe and accept what God had said here lah!