[Levin]

My recent hospitalisation at NUH I've seen 4 deaths in 2 weeks. They all have same kind of look just before dying. Most slept with mouth wide open and have sunken chin. They seldom open their eyes or talk the whole day.

Got 1 Oldman open eyes for short while when family members visit ...ate chee chiong fan and drank coke. Same night gone Liao.

Some said no fear of death....but I've seen many worried faces in the ward and barely talk. Most even got no appetite to eat. So obvious there's FEAR of death.

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I am not so fearful of death. I am more fearful of prolonged pain and suffering before death. I have seen some who suffered extreme pain for a period of time before dying. Very painful to see.

Note that it does not mean I am not fearful of death, just not so fearful relative to the suffering before death.