[S I M T A N]

When you sleep, you know for sure will wake up next day, bright and shining sun. 

But when doc told you are dieing. In 6 months, 3 months or tonight.
Thoughts will flow through your mind. Worst, if you are in pain.

Knowing you may not be waking up again. Or going through the last breath. Kind of like being suffocated endlessly. 

Normally people will tears in the final moment. For whatever thoughts they last holding. 

Fear should be one of the thought of going into the unknown. All alone. 

When you are alive, strong, capable, rich, powerful. People listen to you. You are never really alone. You don't need to know God.

But in your last breath, you may have a change of heart. Because no one will be there for you, forever.

Yeah, many turn to religion for comfort in times of crisis. A fear of the unknown or an afterlife has gripped many a man. The death of a loved one reminded some of their own mortality. Vast numbers of people get religion in prison when they were pulled down into an abyss of despair after losing their personal freedom. Others found religion in their death throes as they made deathbed confessions, which are acts of believing in God and telling their sins to Him. Mercifully, God allows time for a deathbed repentance and conversion.

For me, it's great to be alive and kicking everyday. For that I thank God when I wake up each morning feeling the blood still pulsing through my veins, and that enables me to have the blessed freedom to do just what I like. The world belongs to the living.