[pinkpanther]

I'm very much in need of a savior. I've made many mistakes in life. 

But Jesus is not my savior. He even said he wasn't sent for me but only to the children of Israel. 

But alas, Jesus said to go directly to God and I am doing exactly that while you're doing something totally different.

Just do what your heart tells you...everyone makes mistakes..no one is perfect...if you do and find out later that you are wrong...say sorry or make it up. You pray 5 times a day..you know how it works!